I'm so damn tired!! must be something better than this!!
I'm not even going to discuss work!!! because i will get even more depressed than I'm feeling right now. The work load is just so relentless.
Anyway Toms settling in i think although tonight him and his Dad locked horns!!! reminded me what it was like before he left home!! Tim really doesn't listen!
I sat on the chair in the kitchen feeling like a wet dish cloth and wondering what its all about!
I really cannot be doing with it all. Nothing in life cannot be sorted without a little thought, a bit of give and take surely to goodness. After all we have been through is anything that much of a problem that you get so upset about? Worse things happen.
I just wish Tim would stop and think before he speaks, if i say anything I'm wrong because I'm siding with Tom. Cant Tim see how hard it has been for tom to pack his last three years of his life in a suitcase and that's it!! No of course he cant and then he mentions the money word!!! That sets him off again.
Tim said tonight he may get a camper van and head off into the sunset, well to be honest how i feel at this very minute i would say OK off you go ta ta!
Toms gone to bed and says he doesn't want any pack up he will get something tomorrow! well i cant be bothered to argue with either of them, oil and troubled water springs to mind.
Miss Mikey so much tonight and I'm sure he would have had plenty to say about all of this.
I'm sitting here feeling queasy! it must have been the lunch we had out at the conference. That was a joke!!! 6 of us left with no meal, they go to get more roast pork only to come back with chicken, hastily cooked I'm sure. Everyone else was on the dessert before we got ours! Another dismal experience.
Dread to morrow!!! the only good thing is physio in the afternoon and my run in the evening. Yesterday it was really windy and the car door slammed shut onto my ankle. Can you believe that!!! accident prone or what?? well I'm still walking and i want to try this wrist equipment out again!!
Just had a message from my niece who i haven't seen for 15 years!! and she is coming to see me, that will be lovely. Shelly is my brothers daughter and she has a young son so looking forward to that.
My dear friend Di is in Greece, lucky her and i think i found her place of work today!! sods law that when she isn't here.
N.... if you reading this I'm thinking about you and miss you loads. Will try and catch you on line.
To bed with a book and a cup of tea!! and...... Tomorrow is another day.........
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