Tuesday, 31 August 2010

Day 4

A better day today.

I phoned Papworth and made an appointment with Mikeys consultant Dr  Helen Barker so i hope that may help me come to terms with things a bit better.

The sun is shining today and that also makes the day brighter.

I phoned my boss and am seeing her later today about work. Tim wants me to go back because he thinks i will be better with people around me and to keep my mind active and focused on other things.

Joni text again to see if we are OK, she is so good to us.

Tim took me to the driving range where we spent an hour hitting balls! well i managed by the end of the session to hit most, thanks Tom for the golf clubs. Tim wants me to go again and have some lessons later this year. Perhaps i will.

We went to Denver sluice and it was so peaceful and the scenery was bliss. Harvesting in the background, birds singing and a cockerel crowing! i think he was confused at the time of day. Three rivers converging into one. How amazing was the draining of the fens.

A walk around Downham Market and lunch, Tim's way of getting us to eat is to go out for the day!

Went up to work and had a long chat with my Boss, she is so supportive. Basically i can do as i want until i feel able to work full time. There are not many companies that will do that for you.Yes i got upset but it will get better the more i see of people. Tim and i have been living in a bubble for a few weeks and it will always be there it doesn't matter how we try to escape it. We have to deal with it some time.
The staff had a collection for me to buy me some flowers but they collected £50.00 and Nick thought i may wish to give this to the CF unit instead. I will. I cannot believe how kind people are.

We have also given Tom a great deal of thought and we want to ensure he will not have to worry about the future. We are going to do our will to ensure that.

We are so grateful that we have Tom he is a son that we are very proud of and who we love dearly. I think Tom knows that even if we don't tell him all of the time.
Tom has become a very thoughtful young man and we don't want him to worry.
I hope he meets a young lady who will love him as much as we do. That will happen i am sure.

Well i have walked again to day and will continue to do so. Tim's really supportive so i am blessed.

Work tomorrow and i will phone Tom to see how he is, he is working afternoons this week so i may text as he may be driving.

Tim's not shaved since last week and i do worry about him, he says he is fine though. Still no contact from his family. I cant believe they are and have been so insensitive. At the end of the day the two people who we expected support from have not helped at all. They still think that they feel what we do. That sadly is not the case. They are not and never have been Tom and Mikeys parents. Tim is so upset by them but continues to say as long as we have each other and Tom we will be fine. I hope that will be enough for him because i don't want him to be lonely.

Well i better go and see Roger B again!! and see what tomorrow brings

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