I feel very let down. Its really sad when those you have become very close to you now feel so distant from.
Why am i surprised i ask myself and yet i am. Tim has always said I'm gullible and my word that's true.
Today has been the pits really and where are those that said they would always be there. I guess its all about survival but i wonder what will happen in a few weeks time! Maybe i will have changed.
I think we have all heard about David and Goliath well that could be me because at this time i am in fighting mood.
Luckily there are those who still have faith in me and they are the ones who matter. I cant believe how short some memories are.
Whats so annoying is i cant even discuss the reasons why i feel this way.
I will however soon be able to do that and i cant wait. Tim and Tom are being so supportive and that means a great deal. In fact Tom has been to see me every day, they worry for me.
I just feel so sad, not like when we lost Mikey but its a disillusioned sadness, ah well tomorrow is another day
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