Day 682

Reflective day today. Well there was nothing else much to do! raining again

Just thinking back 4 years.
 1 2008.Tim had his brain hemorrhage. Tom married,

 2 2009 Both boys separated, both got together again and Toms became final, Mikey tried again, Tim left work, Mikey's  health worsened.

3 2010 broken wrist. Mikey's health worsened and separated from his wife. Lost Mikey.

 4 2011 Struggled to come to terms with our loss, Tom moved back and work not so good.

 5 2012 ah well we are still on that journey but already its not looking promising. Marathon run and tore a cartilage and now looks as if i may be making a career change. Will it get better i wonder, well surely it can not get worse than its been.
Does life go in cycles, I'm trying to think back and its been a real struggle for us the last 27 years, some good times but certainly very challenging.

Decision making day today, discussed with Tim and i feel comfortable with the choice i have made.
Had some welcome company which actually reinforced my choice, time to reinvent myself, well lets be honest i cant do any worse!! will have to think seriously if i should go for the face lift though!! Yep i have thought, i will stick to the magic creams!

Tim has bought a new bike! at last, so we may get out and about weather permitting for a few miles. Can only help us both become fitter. He took it out for a spin yesterday and found muscles he forgot he had, so it may be a slow process.

Phone call this morning from the hospital and they have cancelled my appointment for Monday but at least i do not have too long a wait as its for Tuesday morning instead. I really hope they can sort it out as quickly as possible. Well than may well be another first for me!

My sister called this morning and shes not well and may have to go into hospital, haven't heard any more so fingers crossed she will be OK!

I can feel another spa day coming on, so will have to arrange a sisters day out, i think its due anyway. Will try and sort something out this coming week.

Been invited to Papworth in July for fund raisers day. Tim thinks i should go so maybe i will.

Thank goodness my mood has lifted well for now, but tomorrow is another day...............