I cant think about yesterday but today i have cried and cried. I should have taken today off as well as tomorrow but i didn't realise i would feel so bad. Ha!! just goes to show that even when you feel strong, you crumble.
Time and looking at the clock bought back so many bad memories. I know its the 12th tomorrow but it was a Thursday when Mikey left us. And i do feel so very sad.
Work certainly didn't help, concentration was abysmal and i really was worse then useless today. Oh well some things just have to suffer, and some people did.
It was another club race tonight 5k and i was determined to run for Mikey tonight. I was flagging a bit but then thought Mikey couldn't breathe but kept on going, so would i. We surprised ourselves and got a PB!!!!! we beat our last time by 6 whole minutes!!! outstanding. It was a good feeling and has given me hope that to run the marathon is achievable. We run next on Sunday. We are running from another club at Thorney, i hope we do well, its another 5 miles so we will have to see. Different surroundings so that may be better for us, as long as we do not get lost.
I have had so many messages today, how lovely of people to think of us. More importantly they are remembering Mikey, its so important that he isn't forgotten.
Tomorrow night the 12th the universe puts on it display of meteors. How fitting it was on that fateful day. The skies will be awash with shooting stars. I will watch and think of Mikey.
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