What a day! just when you think you have a grip, life grabs you by the throat gives you a shake and forgets to let go!!
Have i had a full conversation with anyone today! nope. Its been all telephone calls and dealing with general rubbish that gets your blood boiling. What and who are these odd human species that cross our paths, causing general mayhem. For what i ask myself. I realise I'm not the sharpest knife in the box but my word!!!!!
It appears that the wedding tomorrow is going to be somewhat strange to say the least and as yet i have not tried on my outfit for the day!! i should imagine the only item of clothing that will fit is the shoes! oh and the hat!!!!
Lord i have forgotten the grooms tie i must write a note for myself. Have we got a best man? may have to make some calls in the morning, if i have time. The press are coming as well so that's another ordeal in itself!!!
I must remember to listen out for my cue music wise! me singing is going to be something else! Ah well.
Running tonight and we had a change of route, i think we did quite well. I was better tonight than i thought i would be, is this progress. I do hope so.
A bit teary today just talking to a relative got me off weeping I'm sure its because its getting close to Mikeys birthday. I have a lantern ready to let off in the evening. Tim doesn't know yet but i have managed to get the day off work, so i hope we do something to mark the day.
My deputy's daughter shares her birthday with Mikey and they are off to Paris to celebrate, i hope she likes her gift. I cant give it to her, i just cant its such a reminder of all i have lost. CJ is such a lovely young lady though!
Weight watchers diary being kept up to date, my word its hard sticking to the measly amount of points i have a day! still it will be worth it in the end i hope. Lose a stone or two and i may run a little bit father! that's my hope.
Well best get to bed! and prepare myself for the big day!! oh and try the dress on and check the camera has a full battery!
I only hope things get better and just have to keep thinking, tomorrow is another day!!
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