Three days can you believe it!
Work has taken over my life this week, and its wearing very thin at home! Not surprising really. Tim and i are becoming strangers!
Having almost poked Tims eye out whilst messing about things were a tad tricky! could i help it, no it was a pure accident but i was rather worried. All seems fine now.
I received a letter in the post from the British Athletic club with my running licence! Does that make me a licenced athlete i asked myself. Well of course not but it made me feel good for a minute.
Joni has hurt her back, pulled all the ligaments and walking is very hard for her at the moment so we didn't swim on Monday. Instead cycled right to the other end of town and back! I even went over the tesco bridge over the railway line! Who says there are no hills in the fens. It was lovely coming down the other side though. A bit of free wheeling was good for the soul, bought back memories of my youth!
I then went back into work to try and catch up. Doesn't really help.
Running on Tuesday was really good and at last it feels as though we are improving somewhat. More running than walking now. We seem to have just moved on. Going a different route helped. Although running beside the prison may has given us that added incentive.
Back to work again until 2am. I just cant get through he work load. The cuts made to my admin hours have had a profound effect and I'm not sure how long i can manage this pace. I'm not as young as i used to be. The thought of a holiday is very welcoming.
Today all best laid plans went awry.Sadly people what to talk, then other emergencies occurred. They of course take priority and as a result of the situations today i ended up returning after only being home for an hour and have just got home. Its half past midnight!!
I seem to be managing the diet much better today and am pleased that at least one thing seems to be going well.
Tim is really supportive and cooking me lovely tasty meals, all withing my scope of points! Lots of fresh fruit as well.
I am looking forward to running tomorrow at least it gives me something to look forward to and is great for relieving stress. I just cant cope with another late night working.
All the things which are important personally are being pushed to the back. Where a few months ago this was a good thing for me, it kept my mind busy and thoughts away from sad times. Now however i feel resentful of not having the time for my thoughts. I keep saying things need to change but they never do.
I'm like a mouse on a treadmill with no hope to get off for a rest!
Can things get worse, its Friday the 13th this week, oh my goodness, perhaps i should stay at home!!
I can feel another shopping trip coming on! i need to be positive, so i will try! at least tomorrow is another day........
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