I got up early this morning and went off to work.
I had a good day, i told the staff i work with that i was feeling rather grumpy after yesterday and they left me to it. I got so much done and actually enjoyed the day. Can you believe that, and i was concentrating on health and safety. That's a first, yes another one.
I got off at 5.30pm, wonders of wonders. Tim was cheerful and we went of to do some shopping.
Got some T. shirts for my holidays.
More green tea!!!
Did some work at home and it was a joy!! feel well pleased with myself. Tim didn't mind a bit. I think we are off to the coast on Friday afternoon.
So i am sitting here high as a kite!!! full of beans and sadly its 1am in the morning and i feel as though i could run the marathon right now!
We was looking at some of our ornaments, the elephant that Tom bought back and Tim mistakenly said Mikey. That's the first time i have heard him say his name without the conversation being about him. It was good to hear a slip.
Tuesdays and Thursdays still remain painful for us so i am pleased i run on those days. I wonder how i will do tomorrow!!! i must have more green tea!! i did feel rather calm today!!!
For some reason i feel Mikey is close, how odd that i haven't felt like this before. Its a peaceful acceptance that he somewhere very close. Maybe he has done what he needed to do and has now come calling. Its about time!!!
Mikey was so sad this time last year, he knew that time was short unless he got his transplant, he spent so much time alone with his thoughts, a bleak place to be. Yet, today i can almost see his smiling face and hear that incredible laugh of his. Is it time to heal i wonder. For today at least but, tomorrow is another day............
HAPPY DAYS..................
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