Well its getting harder the closer we get to the week end. Odd that a holiday has become in many ways hard to face instead of something to look forward to. Mikey would be so angry that we or I haven't let go yet.
I know now that Mikey had given a lot of thought to what we would do after his death, there i have said it. Is that a first. I think it is. Still not any easier putting it on paper though. I just wish i could honour his wishes. I expect if he can see us now he would be thinking, get a grip mother. It no longer matters to me. That's as it may be but in reality things just don't go according to plan.
Toms here!!! but hes stopping at a friends tonight they are off to Alton Towers tomorrow. I hope he has a really good time! Then the men are golfing on Thursday and Tom is going home on Friday! i hope he can squeeze me in for a while. Still I'm running on Thursday. Oh lord i hope i don't shame myself!! A couple of puffs on the inhaler i think before we set off. We did the route again tonight but it was so hot!!! i run better in the cold! even though i cant stand being cold its perhaps because I'm in a hurry to get warm and have a cup of tea!!!
Had to go back to work tonight to mend a chair, its taken other people two weeks to do it and yet all it needed was a couple of batteries in the box at the back. Men!!!! i do wonder sometimes. Then the phones, staff complaining they are not working and wanting new ones! even i could work out tonight someone had been messing about and all it needed was the bases to be re programmed, by me of all people. The most technophobic person going!!
So no photos and my new CD,s which arrived today i haven't even listened to!
I am now going to watch Panorama on i player. Interesting i understand all work related stuff. Ah well tomorrow is another day.....................
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