Day 261

9months, where has the time gone. Hard to believe Mikey has been gone that long. The blog has sure helped i do know that. I would recommend anyone doing one if they have lost a loved one. I cant look back though and i thought i would. Maybe in time or maybe i will just keep going on this road. Its often hard. I remember Mikeys favourite quote about the road out of hell is long and hard.......... i guess i am still at the start of my journey.

Today was good for me in a way. Dr really pleased with my blood results. It would appear the exercise and weight loss are paying dividends. So i will keep up with both!!! I was told i was looking the best i have been for a long time. Maybe that cream is working! mind you i ache all over.

I have just watched the Black Swan. I couldn't really make much of it! and to think my choice of careers was ballet dancer or Nurse. Glad i chose the latter!! i would have been the Sugar Plump Fairy!!! definitely do not have the body for it! I didn't grow tall enough! that's my excuse.

Tim seems cheerful and has been gardening.
I went out of the door this morning to find a baby bird sitting on a rung of our car port!! took some snaps will try to put them on tomorrow. How he ended perched on there is any ones guess, he was tweeting for his mum no doubt.

Bought the final film in a trilogy i have been watching The girl who Kicked the Hornets Nest so maybe i will indulge myself again with a film this week.
I have a half day on Friday, time owing so hopefully we will get out somewhere.

Heard from my sisters today which was good. After Tom phoned last night i felt better, especially hearing him sound so positive. Toms coming down for a few days before we go on holiday and has said he will perhaps get a game of golf in with his Dad. I expect we will play when we are away. I wonder if i will be better now i have had my eyes done. Just a thought.

Right to bed then, i can hear it calling. Another good read before sleep i hope and then
Tomorrow, its another day........................