It didn't last did it! Missed last night again, ah well here tonight.
Yesterday, back to the Dr's more antibiotics its costing me a small fortune and am now considering a yearly pass!!
Still how did my day go, well only as expected and couldn't wait to get home in the evenings, but another tunnel is almost sealed, job done!
Really struggled with the running tonight, i put it down to the new antibiotics that i took just before going for my run, double dose of a new med!! though i felt a bit odd in the club room but as i got off down the road thought to myself oops I'm going to pass out, no don't be silly you will be fine in a few minutes, the first 5 Min's are the hardest for me!! I then remember how to breathe and I'm fine!!! not last night and i was running on my own! not a good idea. Still managed to do about 3 miles but that was it, i felt quite fed up with myself, still Thursdays may be better.
Got home from my run and Tim said Tom had phoned with some good news and i was to phone him when he got home at 10pm.
Tims friend and his wife came around made a fuss of Duke and he them!!! They stayed till 10pm!
Phoned Tom and............ hes got his transfer accepted he is going to be coming home!!!!! how wonderful is that. No date yet and a few issues about his house but nothing that cant be sorted. He will however need to find somewhere to rent, i just hope that's not going to be hard. I may have to start looking for him, but i dont want to get too excited. After his really low period it looks as if things may be changing for him. I really hope so.
Tim is so pleased to think that Tom will be closer to us and maybe we will all at least be able to help each other.
Tims sister phoned today and spoke to Tim about Tom moving back, I'm not sure how i will cope if they start to show to much interest and then try to take an abnormal interest in his life. It was bad enough with Mikey and I'm not going to stand for it, not this time. Still Toms adult enough to say what he thinks.
I know its sad if you have no children, but at the end of the day my two sons are exactly that mine. It doesn't matter if they think of them as theirs they are not. Does that sound mean? i know i may get a bit paranoid about it but i cant help it after all that has passed. I will not suffer in silence this time though!!
They still only ever ring when I'm at work.
Spoke to my eldest sister tonight and we are trying to sort out travel times etc for next week that reminds me i better look at the time tables for the trains!! and e mail my cousin!!
I was up really early this morning and went shopping before 7am! now that is not normal for me!!! um.
Just hope we here soon about the move date!!!! only need to win the lottery now and my cup will be almost full, although i will always be drinking from a half empty cup for ever now, but i will have to make the most of what i do have. Ah well tomorrow is another day.................
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