Saturday, 30 July 2011

Day 345

OK so today hasn't been the best! Crying all the time, even whilst walking into town! Just cant help thinking what we were doing last year and whats about to come.

Tim is also feeling the same, we talked today when i started crying and he said he feels like that every day. Tim said he didn't find that time was helping either but that we cant change anything. Tim's wish was that when we lose someone we could just chat to them even if we cant see them anymore.

I know if i carry on tonight i will be weeping over the keyboard i just cant help it.
Today we have done so much really in the garden. Tim's managed to cut the grass whilst i puppy sat! I have cleared out more clothes and thrown so much away! My drawers are nice and tidy, well for a little while anyway.
Managed to get Tim some books from the library and got us a film to watch tonight to take my mind off things. It didn't help!

Tim thinks i should get up early and go for a run, i think i will it may help. I'm on the steroids and chest feels a bit better so i may just give it a whirl and see i how i get on.

Bought Duke a pigs ear today, i don't think we will have a silk purse in the morning though. Tonight whilst i thought he was in the garden i found him sitting up the dining table!! bum on the chair and paws resting on the table!!! waiting for tea?? the dog amazes me at times. Still he was removed swiftly. I have put some pics of Mikey on the computer today and i think i have found the scanner now! having lost it during the virus.

                                                  Mikey at 132
                                                        Mikey posing
                                                Mikey in the garden
                                                          Who am i
                                                       Mikey at Skegness
                                                    Mikey and little Duke our Staffy
                                                           Mikey at 132
                                                          Always one to try new styles
                                                     Mike and his hats, started early
                                                            Yet again in my footwear!
                                               Beavers
                                                         Tim, Mikey and Tom

Mikey and Karen remained life long friends

A novel use for draft excluders

                                                                                     


Mikey loved formula 1

Well i think that cheered me up a little

But tomorrow is another day


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