Day 195

I should have known what the day would be like really. Why oh why couldn't i have had the sense to recognise the warning signs.

I was woken by Tim this morning to come and watch the T.V. The news was on and was showing the earthquake in Japan and the devastation caused by the following Tsunami. The next item on the T.V was the story of the young lady with C.F and her blog. It was very moving and upsetting. Tim had to leave and went outside.

Work and visit to the hospital and i was there for 2 hours, and could not believe how things are now and what is being missed. Very upsetting and made me wonder about nurse training today. It does seem that the wretched computer has taken over as being more important than basic care and observations.

That was my morning gone with travelling etc.

Afternoon just got worse! and still cannot keep up, still had the though of the run in the morning to keep me going.

Went to shop tonight and decided to fill the car up, Tim always keeps telling me not to leave it empty. Rush, rush, rush. Got out to fill the car and the pump had been padlocked. Drove round the other side , filled the car and as putting the nossel back realised i had filled up with the wrong fuel!!! and it was petrol to diesel. I remembered not to start the car!!

A call to the AA and they had to tow me home and arrange to have tank drained in the morning. Phoned Tim whilst i waited.

Oh dear not a happy bunny. I hadn't told him the cost at that point. Must be the most expensive litre of fuel going. I had also filled it up!

Phone call to my running partner, early run off as i have to sort the car. Luckily we have rearranged for Sunday morning.

So i am well and truly in the dog house.
Mikey would have said has anyone died, no? OK, so whats the problem its not the end of the world. Sort it.
He must take after me!!!!

Still Tim still miserable and gone to bed!!

Of course i realise how stupid it was, but accidents do happen, don't they? 

So of course i am feeling very sorry for myself right now but hey ho tomorrow is another day!