Day 208

The sun was out this morning and it was a good day!!

Work went well and i was only in for a few hours this morning.

Eye appointment at Cambridge and all is well!

I saw 2 dresses last week when i went to Cambridge i bought one and then when i got home really wished i had bought the other. Anyway went back to the shop and not thinking it would be still there i was amazed there it was waiting for me. I picked it up and without thought of cost bought it!! Mikey you would be really surprised at what I'm doing!! I'm surprising myself.
Its a little black dress by Cynthia Rowley just right for the Ritz i think!! only two more weeks.

When we got home Tom came and hes staying over until tomorrow so that's fab. As usual lots of micky taking!! especially about my hair! and running kit ah well. He has just bought that bit of something that's missing. At the same time reminding us of who we are missing. It is so good to have someone else in the house. Our moods have lifted and Tim has had someone to talk to other than me.
Toms off on his holidays on the 17thApril and he is really looking forward to it. He has lost weight and not eating properly!!! so different to Mikey who was so able to care for himself and his home, Tom bless him just doesn't give a damn.
Mikey who was so aware of his appearance, always looking well kept. Tom is scruffy, needs a shave and a hair cut but just not bothered at all. Mikey bless him tried so hard to grow a  beard and managed a little bit on his chin which he refused to remove, he said he was keeping it for 6 months lol.
Mikey who so loved clothes and Tom who as long as he has a pair of jeans will wear them until they fall apart.
Tom has however had to work and has so little time, the shifts he does are very anti social. Mikey had the time to take notice of himself. I suppose when you are unable to work other things fill the time. When you are ill you just want all you can get out of life. Mikey's tattoos were an expression of himself and one of the few things in his life that he had control over. He looked wonderful.
Toms time will come. He always used to wear designer clothes before he was with Ash maybe that was the start of when things changed for him. I hope he finds someone else. I will look for tell tale sign!, shaving and taking more care of himself. Toms out tonight so i hope he is having a good time!! you never know do you.

Went running tonight and we did well. Start on Sunday our next week of our running programme!!

Time tonight with Tom lovely end of a day!! i wish it could have lasted longer, ah well tomorrow is another day