Day 132

Oh my, oh my this athletic business is sooo hard!!!

Bless Carol my in work therapist she is covering my back with stuff to ease the muscles!!! and i am in pain!! nope not grumbling just stating a fact. If you could see me now I'm bent over like an old crone, ah well i suppose those crows of mine will come in handy. Its spreading around the front of my ribs though so even bending forwards is miserable.

I guess misery has found a new weapon to inflict her pain on me this year. Not so often in despair now but real physical pain grrrrrr I am keeping a weather eye out for a change in her tactics though, she almost caught me tonight. Out with the group again but i told them to go on and leave me and i would be fine, liar!!!!! i was lonely and felt so damn useless. What a time to do my back again!!! i felt a tear coming on, but i am so determined to do this.  Other runners who were out and doing different distances kept coming past offering encouragement which was really nice. We did 3.9miles and i did manage to run 10 lamp post distances and only managed 2.5 on Tuesday. Anyway a lady called Lisa asked me to come back on Sunday but i told her i didn't want to hold her back, she kindly told me i was doing her a favour because she was just returning after a really bad injury. I think i will, it may help me keep up with the rest of the group on Tuesday.

Sisters have been e mailing me and giving me support so that's really good!!

They say running is supposed to be good for you and does become addictive!! well we will wait and see about that. At this rate there will not be a healthy part of me left!!
One of the GPs came in today and said he would sponsor me!!! how good is that.

Booked some holidays for next year and went to book tonight, but Tim not sure if he wants to go to Devon for two weeks like he said at the beginning of the week. Men!!!! they change there minds more often than we do.

Not sure about my swimming next week and which night to go probably Thursday or may be Wednesday. Poor Tim will be on his own more often than not at this rate. Um not sure how that will be after a few weeks i suppose only time will tell. He could join the athletic club as well if he wanted to. It would be good to have something in common. I will try to get him to come.

Better try and get some rest cos i know what will happen in the morning! gosh i do hope these muscles of mine soon rediscover their elasticity!!! I have just noticed my right knee looks decidedly bigger than the left, damn and blast!!!! shucks a knee support will sort that out, wont it? Ah well, tomorrow is another day............