Sunday, 30 January 2011

Day 155

Another early start to the day and i nearly missed Jacks Christening. Overlaid!! Thank goodness for Tim.

Collected Joni and Sat Nav on, its sad but i cant even find my way 25 miles away!
Phone call on the way and Yep it was Linda to say she was going to be a little late. Well she got there just in time for the closing hymn!!

It was another day of joy spending time with the family. Its about quality time and being grateful for the time we spend together.

All of us feeling rather smug, Joy and i have lost half a stone, yippee and Linda has a pound to go to make her stone loss!
Jen has fallen by the way side but hopefully the pep talk from us all will give her the boost she needs!

The past three days have flown by and my mind has been so busy with other thoughts that i guess i have had respite from misery. I feel that she has been pushed back and i am managing to keep her at bay. Well for now at least. Tim continues to be a great support and i wonder if i tell him that enough.

It was time to go to Eastwood and take flowers for mum and dad. I cant drum up the courage to return just yet. Its strange but in the early days of losing Mikey i would find myself sitting on the bench beside them. It was comforting, but now it doesn't feel the same.

We have decided to go to the Ritz on April the 8th as Jens 60th is on the 13th. We will also book up for the London eye. Dave doesn't think we will get Linda aboard but as Joy said, you don't know how persuasive the three of us can be! What she means is we will just push her on hold her down and up we will go!!!

A weekend in York at the close of Summer will be the next trip!! what a lot to look forward to!


                                             Tom driving his Capri home


                
                                           Tom and Tim deep in conversation outside Toms
                                    

The knee continues to improve slowly and i think i will start some more gentle exercise tomorrow.

Tom continues to laugh and despair of all my efforts and Mikey i know would be doing the same. Mikey would however tell you if he thought you were doing well! Never afraid to admit he was wrong. A beautiful son with all the best parts of me and Tim.
Still struggling to get photos loaded from Camera but will keep trying!!!

Well in three weeks we will be seeing the medium i wonder what we will hear!! I don't know if i believe in all this but you just never know. Stranger things happen and there are an awful lot of people who do get a lot of comfort from going so we shall see.

I am going to really try to get some early nights!  famous last words!!!! the bags under my eyes are starting to look like back packs so i must try something!!

Hope i will soon be back on the road again, I'm feeling positive but always, always aware that tomorrow is another day.................

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