Friday, 18 February 2011

Day 174

My goodness what a week.

Came home tonight worm out, giving Roger a miss tonight and hope tomorrow i can muster the energy to get going again.

Trying to think of ways to fund raise ready for next year and my friend Diana has given me a good idea so i am busy thinking how i can action that. Will share the hows when i have it sorted!

I have so little time to sit and think and my mind has become over loaded with work. I remember a time this happened before, and after Mikey passed away vowed it wouldn't happen again, and yet it is. I must get to grips what is really important in my life. I need to make time for me.
I do realise that other people in similar jobs have taken stock and are living god quality lives. It is essential i do the same. Will i? i rarely take my own advise!!
I do know that i cannot continue at this pace and hope within the next two weeks i have it sorted. I have given myself a deadline!!!

I hope to take a couple of days off next week and meet up with a cousin on one day and go out with Tim on the other. Tonight Tim has said he doesn't think I'm interested in going looking at bikes. Actually i am but just so very tired. I'm not as young as used to be, but my mind hasn't synced with my body!!! oh well nothing new there then.

I planned for an early night! and here we are at nearly 2am bed i think!! it will soon be Monday and back on the treadmill of work!! but i know that tomorrow is another day................................

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