Day 180/181

This is getting to much of a habit having to do two days at a time.

I am beginning to feel as if my time i no longer mine! I'm getting so tired i just cant hack it like i used to. I don't even know if i want to.
I am spending time on other things that are not really my responsibility and end up having to go back to work to catch up on my work. I have spent two nights writing up reports and i promised myself months ago that i wouldn't get to this place again.

Tim said i may as well be a lodger in this house for the amount of time i am here these days. I know i am absolutely knackered.

Maybe i am pushing myself too hard or it may be the events over the past few weeks are catching up. I have felt lousy with the knee and back problems and the blasted chest infection just will not clear up. Its been weeks now. I keep popping the vitamin tablets but they are having no effect! I struggle to get up in the mornings but cant sleep at night. Ah well maybe when i get back running things will get better. At the rate im going i wont be fit for 2013 yet alone 2012!!!

The bag i bought on Tuesday was perfect for the camera and bits for a day out. Even Tim not aware i was carrying it today!! didn't get any pics though because it was raining.

We went over to see about laser eye treatment and i have appointment booked for next week! Another new experience. So that's for March.
 I have about 5 weeks to lose the weight before our April outing to the Ritz so really have got to get down to some serious weight loss management!

Bought some new track bottoms today and some jeans. Oh dear another pair!! but at least no shoes today. 

I have my bulbs ready to plant but have to soak some of the tubers for 24hrs so i will do that in the morning ready to plant Sunday. Its going to rain all day tomorrow!!

Spoke to Tom tonight and he is back on line. Another conversation where he had researched a face lift and said i really cant have it done!! it would be far to costly for the amount of work i need. The cheeky beggar!!! He may well laugh! He then went on to have a conversation with his dad and i heard the word scaffolding mentioned!!

Bought Hurts new album today and tried to download it onto ipod with no success, damn i just cat get my head round all this new equipment that is used today!! but i do try.

Well i have cooked the joint for tomorrow, so that will give me more time! Library, try to get another Animal t shirt. Look at the thundercat again!! and Rugby. England v France, it should be good!!

Well to bed and tomorrow is another day....................