We are now used to our Saturdays and have got into some sort of routine. It just replaces the old one but it gives us something to do. Another method of coping, still it seems to be working at present.
I am still tired. Its as if i just want to sleep through the day when we are not out. Maybe its the time of the year. Everywhere looks so sad and dirty at the moment. What little snow we had is disappearing leaving the roads and fields dark and grubby. No wonder the fens have the highest suicide rate in the country!!! For some. I can usually find something to enjoy. Today we discovered a nest being built in the tree outside Mikeys room. It seems early for that and looks odd in the middle of the tree with no leaves. Usually we see the birds shoot in the tree and we find the nest later, but here it is sitting in the low branches looking very exposed. Why don't they use the bird boxes? How odd.
I have just spent the last hour trying to put some music on my ipod i think that's done! I'm now listening to some music and its so good listening to some of Mikeys favourites. Mind you its not what you call restful. Ha!
Tom phoned again today and we had a long chat. Its so good to talk to him. Usually Tim gets there first and i have the left over minutes, but not today. Yay!!! His car still stuck on his drive because of the snow. I think he is going to get a shovel tomorrow!!. Tom is so different to Mikey he is not organised at all. Mikey would always look ahead not Tom!
Mikey Me and Tom
Tom and Mike
The photos were taken 2 years ago at Toms wedding. Gosh so proud of these handsome young men. How sad that both boys marriages failed.
Mike, always so much more confident than Tom even though he was the youngest. Mikey wasn't feeling to well on this day. In fact he had a collapsed lung!! Mike and his health were starting to decline, well the Docs were right, they told Mike if he didn't get a transplant his life expectancy would be two years. We just didn't believe them.
I haven't put my tree up I'm still deciding and i have to go into the loft!! Maybe i will wait till Tom comes home he will help me I'm sure.
Tim has told me today to get myself back to some serious training, so I'm hitting Roger hard tonight!! as i said tired today
but tomorrow is another day..............................
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