Well its another day and they are not getting any easier at all. Week-ends always seem worse somehow. Perhaps because we used to plan our days around visiting Mikey in hospital or for Tim to bring him home for the day.
We seem quite lost and just struggle through the day. Its Grand Prix again and Mikey would always discuss this with Tim. Tom always off as well and he would always phone to give his analysis of the race. No red bull team on the front grid, first time in 30 races. Mikey would be disappointed because we both liked Mark Webber. Still you never know what will happen. Its in Italy this week.
Just been chatting with Joni on line and we were discussing hair for some strange reason, this reminded me that i had kept my long hair and its in the loft. I wonder if i can sell it and raise money for CF.
Mikeys SMA mag came through today. They have been running for 25 years. I can remember when they started and we heard from a letter. There were just two people who offered support at that time, what a long way they have come.
Still have not heard from Mark Turner so i think i better go and ask whats happening. It may be because we were to let him know about the plots at Eastwood. We need to get that settled and finished with. Its another job and part of closure i think. I don't really want to go but Tim cannot do it. Jen and Ash have no idea what i have had to do and have no insight into how painful all this has been. Oh well i must just forget about it.
This is going to be a short post as its 2 am and Tim will think i have abandoned him again!!
We have both been having strange dreams lately. Did i say in one of my other posts that i dreamt my sister Linda and Tim decided to get together and as i was packing his bag i threw in some food including a tin of peas? Linda said oh look she has even supplied a meal for us. How strange is that!!!
Spoke to Tom today and hes feeling a bit better today and has been out shopping for food. Thank goodness. He is looking forward to the Grand Prix. He has another weeks holiday before he goes to work again. Hope we can get up again next week. I will try to persuade Tim to drive up.
Not heard from Claire about the job that's available at FSHC so i assume she is not interested. At least i have tried. Toms not heard from her either, i wonder if we ever will again. I hope she will let us store Mikeys bits here but i do doubt it. The thing is she will meet someone else and she will not want Mikeys bits then. I would hate them just to be forgotten in someones loft or thrown out. I do hope she will consider us. We will have to wait and see.
Well to bed i think, long walk planned for tomorrow, and more music to download onto my ipod.
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