Day 24

Another good start weather wise. Not always a good portent for me emotionally i have discovered.

Tim thought it would be a good idea if we go and see a solicitor about our will and then go to the bank to discuss moving some money about and to take out some Isa's. Tim really wants to get things sorted so its easier for Tom should anything happen to us. May as well get everything done now.

We go to the solicitors only to discover that we will have to make appointment, that was fine but we cant get in until next Monday. So we did that.
Next stop the bank and same thing really cant just do things without having to see a financial advisor. That's fine if you want to invest but we don't. Walking along the road i could feel myself wanting to cry, for no reason. Holding it in is a problem but deep breathing helped some. By the time we went into a building society and have to get the required forms/ leaflets to then discover you have to queue up to ask for them over the counter we were a little fed up to say the least. We decided to come home. I stopped at HSBC to try there whilst Tim went on to make the coffee. Well surprise surprise. We couldn't open account in the March Branch its only holding bank and we would have to go to Wisbech or Peterborough or do it on line!!! Get outside the bank and start crying. I dash across the road to walk down Bugs Alley no one about round there. I don't know why I'm crying. By the time i get home I'm feeling rather low in mood. Tell Tim about the Bank and because i feel like I'm going to cry again go and sit in the garden at the table we have on the patio. The washing was on the line. Tim had pegged it out. 
Crying to myself and trying to drink coffee doesn't work its all to do with the swallowing. Anyway suddenly i m splattered with something wet. Next door are having some building work done and the tipper truck had just dumped wet sandy substance in their garden. I wipe my chest and I'm covered my jeans the table and seats. So i stand up on the seats and shout at the bloke driving the vehicle. This is a 6 foot fence mind you.OK he says i will drop the stuff further away from the fence. I have to wipe myself and garden furniture down and then discover that the washing is covered as well.

We have decided to go back to Sherringham for late lunch.

Lovely day a bit windy but we go to the Crown for our lunch and buy some nature books so i had try to identify plants etc that i take pictures of.
We watch the steam train on the station and that did make me feel some what better its like being in a time warp. It stood still for a while.
We then go on to Cromer and have walk into town didn't do anything just walk. It rained and we got wet going back to the car. It was only a shower though.

When we got home we checked the phone and Tom had rung us earlier. It was his first day back after 2 weeks. Tim must have been on the phone for at least 45 mins. Tom is very unhappy where he is working, and wants to leave the railway. He thinks he can just find employment as easily as winking. Well i suppose he will have to learn the hard way. No one wants to be at work but if you want Independence and the good things in life sadly that's the price you pay. I just wish that Tom would realise that he is responsible for how he is. Lots of people he work with have asked him out but he doesn't go. He cant invite anyone home because of the dog. Whats going to happen to his house the dog etc if he has now work? i have to say that Tom has never been happy. He didn't like the factory his first job. Then he constantly complained about the warehouse he worked in. Tim got him a job on the railway and he trained as ground staff good money still not right. Train driver still not right. I really think Tom is incapable of finding something he likes. I do know that he really should be thanking his lucky stars that he is fit and healthy enough to be able to work. I still don't think that would make a difference.

Both of us were feeling quite low in mood and although it takes your mind of other things its just so very waring.

We decided to watch a film tonight but both of us are a bit down. Tim has gone to bed and here i sit again. Still haven't managed to contact Claire.
Wondering should i go to the GP but i don't suppose he can do anything. Its just so strange that as soon as get up I'm wanting bed time to come as quick as possible.
I think its a mistake for me to go with Jen on Friday especially how i am at the moment. Who wants to put up with that when they are supposed to be celebrating their anniversary.
I will think about that tomorrow, after all it is another day.

Mr Riley took the lead and suggested that we use the torches to prevent us tripping up over tree roots, we cannot afford an injury as we had no medical back up yet. Put your hands round the top of the torch that way the beam will be less likely to be seen from a distance.

As we stumbled and crept through the trees heading towards the 16 foot, Mr Riley stopped in front of a big Oak tree. Just to the side was an old wall crumbled to the point of being almost unrecognisable.It was surrounded by a very thick bramble bush. Mr Riley eased his way into the brambles and advised the rest of the group to follow him. Clothing was snagged, the children were complaining and Andrew was at the point of refusal when he heard the children say oh its just like the lion the witch and the wardrobe,curiosity aroused and the thought of being out in this field alone prompted him to enter the bush. He found him self with his family in an underground, if that was the right term passage.
The Monks walk way.