Today has been a bad day for me. No real reason just really teary. Tim bless him can only look on and try to take my mind of things. I know he is worrying about me.
I just broke down at work today and poor Carol offered support but i think i upset her too. I know she felt helpless and Nick bless him he also tried to take my mind of things. I really am blessed to be surrounded by people who care.
Jen called round today but did not stay long. Tim was a bit quiet tonight and when i came home lunch time. He said Jen came round but didn't come in and didn't want a drink, so not much comfort there. He did say though that whilst they may have thought of Mikey as their son he did not think of them as his parents. That is so true.
Linda phoned tonight and she had made contact with Tom and they had a good chat. How lovely was that. Linda was as surprised as me and she will try to ring him each week. I am so grateful for that. I know the only people he hears from now are me and his dad and Joni bless her.
Tim told me there is a programme on TV tomorrow that i may want to watch its about photography. I think he wants me to take it up again, only be a bit more serious about it this time.
I had an idea today about fundraising for the marathon. That is to make some calenders using Mikey and my photos and sell them. I think we may do quite well. It has at least given me something else to think about. I will try to get something organised and we need to be quick because the end of the year is dawning.
Has anyone noticed how cold its getting. Well i have prophesied that all the berries on the hedgerows is a harbinger of a hard winter and i understand from Tim that the weather forecast is snow in October!!!
I was right about the crows nesting high in the spring that we would have a hot summer so keep your eyes skinned is what i say!!
Joni tonight has suggested we have t shirts printed for the marathon and see if we can get seats for one event at the Olympics and go for Mikey. Wouldn't he love that. I know he would dearly loved to have been there but perhaps this is something we can do for him.
Oh and he did so want to see the last Harry Potter film. He wondered if he would be alive for the final one. How so sad that he wont be. I asked him if would go together and he just laughed, it has been a while since those days i think he planned to go with Claire.
Well i better go and have a session with Roger cos otherwise i wont be fit for this marathon!!!
I hope for better things tomorrow. It is after all another day........
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