Not going to be long tonight. Tomorrow never came today!
Have been feeling unwell all afternoon. I know this week will end so may issues for me, i guess that's weighing heavily. Not sure.
I look around and Tim seems to have everything in control and I'm just going through the motions. Its wearing.
There comes a time when you just have to stop, and that's today for me.
Its coming up to Thursday, well i guess that's here already its almost 1 am so yes it is. Its 11 weeks today that we lost Mikey. I don't know what to say.
No solace here for me tonight. Will be bringing Mikey home soon.
I wonder if I'm egotistical, this blog is all about me and my feelings, Is that what it should be about. Where are the funny episodes that make a blog interesting and want you to look back in weeks to come.
I must have met my other self today and shes here writing but enough is enough I'm going to rest.
Got to be up early, going to Newmarket for training. Missed Diana today and was looking forward to that. Why are there always problems that stop me from doing the things i want to do??? I hope to see her next week, come hell or high water!!!
I hope tomorrow will come and i will feel better than today. Never felt like this so not sure why? maybe got this bug that's going around.
On that happy note, tomorrow is another day..........
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