Went off to Newmarket and had interesting day. Very sad news from Pete. This year has been really dreadful for our region. Roll on next year it really does have to be better. The company was good and we were able to laugh at our training. Computers and i have a strong aversion to each other. On my part because i don't understand them and on theres, oh my word here comes that useless piece of humanity. There is no hope for the human race if they are all like her!!! Still we rub along to a certain degree.
Physio tonight and thank goodness there is some light at the end of the tunnel. Back has really improved and i managed to walk up to the fitness suite so that's huge plus for me. A bit of discomfort but no pain!!!!
Physio went well and i should be able to start gentle walks, increasing the length daily but no running for 6-8 weeks. Then will see Physio once a month to make sure no risk of injury returning and at least keep my back moving!! That's a positive thing to focus on. Looks like i will be on track in the new year.
Tim was surprised i think by my up turn in mood tonight.
I had been so down about not being able to do anything at all.
Managed to scan some old photos tonight so will start putting some on here and share my family with those who read!!
And i will return to the Fens story. I have managed to get some photos for that to but the camera isn't too good for that but that will soon be resolved thanks to Mikey. I hope i will do him justice.
I have always been proud of the boys and really want to do something to make them proud of me before i get too old!!! so that's the run and if i can a book in some form. The one thing we have now is time and i need to use it wisely.
Didn't get to book some days off but will tomorrow!!!!
I have been blessed with friends who care, who just by texting me make me aware that today i wasn't alone. They remember that Thursdays are bad for me, so i do thank them x
The photo I'm adding today was Mikey at 3 months. It was taken on the morning of his first ever admission to hospital, he had very bad chest infection. He was teething at the time and his first tooth came through in hospital. As you can see Mikey at an early age was into his image. What did we start. He was such a good baby.
If i can some how start to remember the good times i may start to feel better. But i need to go back to the beginning to face the now.
I'm bringing Mikey home tomorrow so not sure how i will be, i will deal with that, i am confident the time is right for me to do whats right for Tim, me Tom and Mikey. After all
Tomorrow is another day....................
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